I'm longing for a trip, though not one for vacational purposes or anything of the sort.
I want to solitarily go away somewhere (Walden Pond, perhaps?) hah.
In all seriousness though, I really want to get away from society.
Clear my head, align my emotions.
Liberate myself of all societal restraints.
I want to get to know myself better. I don't know who I am anymore. I once was morally strict and had high expectations of myself. Old fashioned would be a safe term.
All of these moral rules and expectations of myself seemed to have already been broken.
Why? Why did I do this to myself?
Don't take this the wrong way; I regret nothing. Experience is life.
I just don't know what it was exactly that made me break my own rules.
I want to return back to my old-fashioned moralistic self. Is it too late now though since my rules have been broken and expectations haven't been met?
Only through a solitary escape will I find clarity and alignment of the self.
I suppose it's time for a moral tune-up. I should go tune-up my honda while i'm at it while my warranty still pays for it.
About Me
- Arely
- I'm an awkward creep, I smile a lot, laugh a lot, stress a lot, and hug a bunch. I'm a touchy person but i guess that falls under creep.
2 comments:
You should do it. It's hard to think clearly about anything when there is just too much going on in your head and in your schedule. I don't know what your plans are for summer, but you should take (at least) a couple days for yourself.
And what we did/have done affects us but it doesn't limit us. We can let it, but we don't have to.
I'm glad you can easily creep now that the blogging has begun again. I just remembered how much I like blogging or really, just writing
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