straight up

i feel like a criminal?

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i hate it so much when you leave. its always goodbye never enough hello's. wish i could spend ever minute of my waking life with you although it sounds obsessive i promise its not its just that i can't quite seem to get enough of you no matter how much time we spend together. and just when i think we're the happiest and couldn't possibly be any happier, you go ahead and leave. i know its selfish of me to want you to stay here simply to be with me. i know its selfish to want you all to myself to want to spend every second with you. i cant always be selfless. i need you right now. all i feel like doing is sleeping. i dont want to wake up in the morning becausei have nothing to look forward to. being with you makes me feel like a better person. makes me want to learn more, improve myself. when you leave me i feel empty. purposeless. its not healthy, really.

havn't talked to you in 3 days and it feels like i'm going out of my mind. the last 1 yr and 3 months have been the best. if the rest of my life is like the past 15 months, i will die a happy lady.
this may all seem like a bunch of psycho bull but all it really is is that i miss you quite terribly...