non confrontational

i need to work on communicating my feelings. why am i so non confrontational? i bottle up all opinions and emotions. i sway to the way people want me to think and act. i need to stand up for myself, but i can barely manage the strength. it's getting to a point where i just want to isolate myself from everyone and everything. i suppose i'm non confrontational because i want to prevent any drama, but somehow it's managed to find me. chances are, if things get hard...i run away. don't be my friend. i apparently suck at life.

living life in the fast lane?

Everything is happening too fast. Banquets. Prom. Graduation.
I want it to come, but not this fast. Not just yet.
I'm scared. (Well, maybe scared is not the right word).
Anxious perhaps.
All I know is, I'm not quite ready for the future.

public

Since I made my other blog private, I added this one...
Open to all creepers!
Welcome!